January 2012
I don't know if I have told you this, but your blog is really lovely. You noted something about Paris. Have you been there before? XX Kyla
Thank you! Yours is beautiful too! Yes, I went to France last summer with some people from school. It was honestly the most amazing experience of my life and now all I want to do is go back.
You know what sucks?
Going to a place like Paris and trying not to forget anything: the smell, the feeling, the noise, how small you felt and how overwhelmed it all made you feel. But you hold on to these things so tight that as soon as you relax your grip, they squirm out. Not all at once, but you know they’re diminishing, until you forget almost everything. All I want to do is go back and replenish these memories, but I have no way of knowing when that will be, or if I’ll ever go back. I just want to feel the breeze.